Hello, and welcome to all new and returning readers! I’m (understandably) assuming more people than usual will read this, and I hope you’ll all stick around for future fashion and lifestyle content. As the title states, this entry is Part One about my eyesight. My next post will be a Q&A format regarding questions you all have and that I receive often about my vision, eye condition, etc. Click here to DM/message me on Instagram or leave a comment below. I’ll keep your names anonymous when I answer them in Part Two to respect everyone’s privacy.
Why am I discussing my eyesight? A few weeks ago, I listened to “Rising Strong” by Dr. Brené Brown, where she shares the idea of vulnerability. Many people recognize this term as a bad thing. But Dr. Brown’s trailblazing studies state, “Vulnerability is the birthplace of love, belonging, joy, courage, empathy, and creativity. It is the source of hope, empathy, accountability, and authenticity. If we want greater clarity in our purpose, vulnerability is the path.” Beautiful, right? So once we’re vulnerable about the good and bad parts of our lives, we’re liberated to feel everything listed in this quote.
This novel was my source of inspiration for finally opening up to the public about my vision. Unless you’ve seen the large font on my phone, computer, or school papers, only the people closest to me know the depths of my eye condition. For years, I’ve dealt with individuals outside my social circle assuming I’m rude or lack social queues because I don’t say hi to them in public, make eye contact, or whatever else on my behalf potentially hurt their feelings. Little did they know I struggle with eyesight that deteriorates over time.
I was diagnosed with a juvenile vision loss condition seven years ago, also known as Stargardts Disease. That said, my vision worsens every day and will continue to do so over time. I wear contacts, but contacts and glasses only help to an extent because the back of my eye is unhealthy, not just the lens, which is normally the problem. I’m forced to adapt to this emotionally draining and unfair situation. The only thing I can do is accept the cards I’ve been given with grace, and make the font larger on my phone, lol. And while my biggest wish would be to see people’s faces and shout their names from afar, I can’t, because there isn’t a cure in sight, no pun intended.
But we all struggle with something, don’t we? Think about it- have you ever had a deep conversation with someone who doesn’t have an issue that negatively affects them? I highly doubt it. We just don’t open up about adversity because it’s not the norm, and it’s scary. Trust me, I’m trembling as I write this.
Overall, I hope this post inspires you to be more vulnerable and not let negative or stressful situations define you. I may be nervous about posting this entry now but will be glad I did in the long run. I’m looking forward to being authentic on the blog and other platforms, and already feel relieved in sharing my heart with you. Thank you so much for reading!
Until next time,
Lindi
Click here to view Part Two about my eyesight!
Great post Lindi! Being vulnerable takes so much strength. I’m proud of you for sharing your journey.